Futures Unclear

The choking feeling
Pushing it down
It forces itself up
Smile to a frown
Tears welling in eyes
Automatic response
Emotionless cries
Not what she wants
The tears fall
Betrayed by gravity
Reconstruct the wall
Her alternate reality
She stays on the side
That keeps her numb
Artistic suicide
No inspiration will come
No colors, no shapes
It’s all disappeared
No longer her escape
Futures unclear
~Kimberly Pusey